I am not mine I am not mine Cut me up and sell my parts Lay me to waist and bend all my bones I am yours Brake my soul and cut too deep Watch as I bleed myself to sleep I am yours (I am yours) Beloved father Show me your saving grace Sing me to sleep So I can die and rest within this place Beloved brother Show me your holy space So you can see the light go out when you smother me (Swallow me) Beloved father A dying wish resonates from my soul Bury me deep, stay awake, make me whole Until the unholy wonders has taken its toll Throw me down to the nothingness (The nothingness) Keep me here til I am The emptiness Beloved father Show me your saving grace Sing me to sleep So I can die and rest within this place Beloved brother Show me your holy space So you can see the light go out when you smother Breed, you’re not forgotten You’re not alone, you’re not alone Breath, I’ll stay beside you I am yours I'm always yours I’ll stay here till my body decays And if I ever see a light through this thick and hollow haze I’ll do my best to not divide my thoughts throughout this concrete maze Seeing things as clear as day though your empty holy rays I’ve become one With the nothingness (I am not mine) I am not mine I am not mine Heavenly lover Show me the life I owe Heavenly lover See to me as I grow