Beauty And Pain

Deep in the night, it came to me
Torturing silently
Try; but i cant seem to ever break free
From what is haunting me

Deep paranoia
It tears apart my heart
But in my soul
It's all i've ever known

I cut all of the hate i feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more i feel; the more i ache
I cant go back
I fear more of life's beauty than pain

Thought's wouldn't stop playing upon my mind
Taunting me with what i'd find
Try; but i cant seem to ever break free
From what is haunting me

Deep paranoia
It tears apart my heart
But in my soul
It's all i've ever known

I cut all of the hate i feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more i need; the more i take
I cant go back
I fear more of life's beauty than pain

Once i believed
And i'd dream of a place
Where the weight of it all
Couldn't harm me
Now i know and i feel
This could never be real
On this path i walk alone

I cut all of the hate i feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more i see; the more i hate
I cant go back
I fear more of life's beauty than
All of the hate i feel
My blood shed and revealed
All that has been wrong with me
The more i breathe, the more i break
I cant go back
I feel all of life's beauty and pain