Memories Of A Teenage Cat

So many regrets on my mind
I really don't know why
I open the window to understand
The winter blows my hair
The time has not so much changed
But the magic has gone
I'm so sorry but I thank you
It seems so far from now
I feel I've lost myself
Inside this empty cage
It's so hard to believe now
The spring is so unreal
It's not too late, it's not too soon
But it's never the right time
How many times did it last
This long and tender dream ?
When summer went away
My story was so clear
And now I understand :
Just the end of the dance
I have made so many mistakes
It was a game, a funny thing
Blame it on me but don't look back
I'm the guardian of my past
A pretty face in the street
A smile and a new life
But I will never forget
On my last days of life