bones (feat. Heylog)

All my friends have turned to strangers, am I really all alone?
Tell me the truth and don't be jaded, where have you been all night long? I'm all alone
Struggling to get off my phone, yeah, I think we did this all wrong
And I cannot get over it, I shouldn't feel this way, not at this young age

So I run, I swear, it's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head? All alone to the end? I guess I'll never know
But I wish you the best for whatever comes next, 'cause now I'm leaving home

I'm leaving home

Uh, so I'ma leave all my vices
Leave all the memories
Leave all the trauma
You was just my enemy
You were not a friend of me
I see that now, it's clear as day
So, it's time to run away

So I run, I swear, it's all I've got left in my shitty bones
And you love to leave whenever I need you here with me most
Is it all in my head? All alone to the end? I guess I'll never know
But I wish you the best for whatever comes next, 'cause now I'm leaving home

What has my life become?
Can't think how I once was
All these years gone by so fast
How come I still look back?
This blond boy I used to be
Smiled big and was happy
Now everybody's watching
I hate it to be honest

The past few years have felt this way
And, oh, I've had so much to say
Thinking I'll get over it
There's a lot here to digest
Another person disrespects
I'm keeping guard, oh, yet again
Maybe I should unalive
Piss right off and from my life