Feel So Alive

I don't want to make myself feel so alive
Cause whenever I try nothing comes out right
So the only thing I won't say is a lie
Believe me when I say
I don't wanna say goodbye

'Cause yes I know
All my acts will be so wrong
So let it go
Let it go away from you

I saw the waves of your hands
And when I turn my back it ends
Inside the bus I saw the end
The first frame of absence
I walk alone all day long
In places that I don't belong
And I'm afraid about the end
In base of state that I'm in

Thinking I'm floating
Controlling the bad things in my brain
So I'm forgetting about anything
And becoming worst

I don't want to make myself feel so alive
'Cause whenever I try nothing comes out right
So the only thing I won't say is a lie
Believe me when I say
I don't wanna say goodbye

They never talk
But you come to love the faults
After you know you'll never see
Who makes them again
Hoping that someday you can
Make no mistakes again, and you won't, won't

Thinking I'm floating
Controlling the bad things in my brain
So I'm forgetting about anything
And becoming worst

I don't want to make myself feel so alive
'Cause whenever I try nothing comes out right
So the only thing I won't say is a lie
Believe me when I say
I don't wanna say

I don't want to make myself feel so alive
'Cause whenever I try nothing comes out right
So the only thing I won't say is a lie
Believe me when I say
I don't wanna say goodbye

'Cause yes I know
All my acts will be so wrong
So let it go
Let it go away from you

(I don't want to make) I don't want to make it
(I don't want to make) oh oh oh
(I don't want to make) it's not a fucking lie
(I don't want to make) oh oh oh oh oh
(I don't want to make) so alive
(I don't want to make) comes out right
(I don't want to make) it's not a fucking lie
(I don't want to make)