Born2lose

Loving life
Happiness inside
But still something ain't feeling right
Trying to make it in this world
But this world ain't built for my kind

Struggling the consequence
When you try to be different

I don't wanna 9 to 5
I use my skills to pay my rent
But sometimes it's too hard
For a player so I shed a tear

Sleepless nights
Ain't eating right
Wondering how to pay my bills
My eyes carry bags and
My shoulders hold the weight of stress

Is life really one big test
Or there something more to this
Money doesn't bring joy
Drugs can't hide how I feel
Material can't fill the void

In my chest is pain I feel
Wanting to do right
For my family but I still fail
Never will regret my past
But now my past is what brings me hell