Only Boundaries

I try to find my plight
But it wouldn't show itself to me
So I got lost along the way
It seems that everything is grey
But that's okay

I know it's out there waiting for me
But I can't see it from where I stand
And all this going but not knowing
If you plan on ever showing up
Is getting so old

I'm not getting out

As you grow old, you'll see that it's useless
To make an attempt to escape reality
I see no hope for us, only boundaries surround me
And crush the hope inside
Lately the colours don't seem as bright as they could be to me
It's so impossible to treat these days

I'm not getting out
I'm not getting out
I'm not getting out