I Wasn't Ready

I think I need to explain
The mistakes that I made
I spent so long pushing
When we weren’t looking it changed

So how was your day?
I know it’s been so strange
While I was reaching for stars
I was dropping your heart all over again

It's a hard hand to hold
But now that you’re gone

I wasn’t ready for the red light
Coming on
I wasn’t ready for the right life
Going wrong
Wasn’t ready for the tightrope swinging
My life boat sinking no

I never noticed all the good things going on
I only saw that you were here once you were gone
Wasn’t ready for the whole world spinning
Don’t feel like winning at all

I wasn’t ready
I wasn’t ready
I wasn’t ready
I wasn’t ready

And I’m sorry
That I let it in
And that I let you down
I wasn’t ready

They never teach you the fall
When they’re building you up
When it starts to rain
There’s nothing to save you from the flood

It's a hard hand to hold
When you’re letting go