Lookin' Back

Got a lotta shit that's going on
I been dealing with it all
I been building, getting stronger
They ain't ever leaving me alone
Always calling up my phone
Asking for the bankroll
I just had to leave my own city
Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me
I ain't coming back until I'm on though
I ain't looking back, no
Never looking back, no

I had to give up who I love just to get what I love
Have you ever felt the feeling
When you know everybody watching everything you do
Tryna see if you really got enough
I know I'm gon' break through
I just pray to God that I don't give up

I'm feeling so thankful but also feeling unstable
I know this shit is finally close
I hope that I'm finally able
To do the shit I been waiting for
All these years that I been praying for
I can't ever lose myself
Only thing I'm in danger for

All the fast cars and the big house
All the shit I see in my mind
It's too easy getting too lost
In all the shit I'm seeing online
You can hear the pain in my voice
Give it everything that I got
Hope they love me for who I am
Not for everything that I'm not
C'mon

Got a lotta shit that's going on
I been dealing with it all
I been building, getting stronger
They ain't ever leaving me alone
Always calling up my phone
Asking for the bankroll
I just had to leave my own city
Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me
I ain't coming back until I'm on though
I ain't looking back, no
Never looking back, no

I been through a lot
See myself being at the top
The life I'm living crazy
All the money, liquor, ladies
I can't ever let it get the best of me
'Cause one fall gon' be destiny
I know they watching me close
Waiting 'til I lose what's meant for me

I always gotta stay in control
I know the world we live in so cold
I did a lot and I came so far
A lotta things still got me scarred
But I'm won't look back now
It's already done so man up
It ain't about how deep you fall
It's all about how you stand up, yeah

The life I live
Voice inside gotta make me think
Will you risk everything that you got
Tryna make it all up to the top?
I'm ready now, it's a long road
It's too late, I can't back out
Take lead, I won't ever fold
If you built strong, you won't break down, yeah

Got a lotta shit that's going on
I been dealing with it all
I been building, getting stronger
They ain't ever leaving me alone
Always calling up my phone
Asking for the bankroll
I just had to leave my own city
Got my family on the phone telling me they all miss me
I ain't coming back until I'm on though
I ain't looking back, no
Never looking back, no