Mental Emptiness

Do you hear that sound?
It seem like something I've never know,
now slowly it is fading down
toward empty underground.
I smiled with you 'cause that sound
was only in my brain
And the words I hear have been guarded
inside castles of sand.
I remember when my voice was clear
and sometimes you could take the sense
of my broken sentences, but now I'm empty
and there's no cure, I have an ache in my brain
and I couldn't absolutely feel what other feel
and it's not so good,
my mental emptiness surround my life
and it can't remind me what you mean to me.
Fear is strong and lead me
toward my way and I'm sure
that if I miss it somehow I will not be able to live.
I remember when my voice was clear
and sometimes you could take the sense
of my broken sentences,
but now I'm empty and there's no cure,
I have an ache in my brain
and I couldn't absolutely feel what other feel
and it's not so good,
my mental emptiness surround my life
and it can't remind me what you mean to me.
I think it's better waiting for you here and below,
underwater holding back the breath,
I know you'll come or anyone else
will throw me out and save me.
How I can believe in that scene before you,
however my world is between your eyes,
it's your fight, but it's passing through
because you live forever and you'll reach
the simple way to feel not the pain
to taste the rain
and you won't lie.
But I've never could to suffer
the dust in my brain,
I would like to fly, just fly high
over thousand miles open
and not be brought home again