Claustrophobic

Chin to my knees, wrists interlocked
I'm rocking back and forth, I'm trapped in my thoughts
They hit me just like the cognizance
Of how I killed my lover and I have no defence
Chin to my knees, wrists interlocked
I'm rocking back and forth, I'm trapped in my thoughts

Lurking like a venomous snake, they grasp onto my throat
Somehow with bloodshot eyes, it feels like I've been left afloat
So someone fix me, make me new with clay and mud
Anti-tremor medication surging through my blood

Claustrophobic, I am so sick
I have manic depressive symptoms of a schizophrenic
Need a medic, I'm emphatic
Of how I need to rid this memory from my head

Claustrophobic, I am so sick
I have manic depressive symptoms of a schizophrenic
Need a medic, I'm emphatic
Of how I need to rid this memory from my head

The pain and hatred
Will always be something
I remember forever
And ever and after

Everybody’s screaming, they're sounding the alarms
They take away sharp objects so I can't cut my arms
They tell me that I'm impulsive 'cause I'm a fucking mess
I shut my eyes and picture her body in that bloody dress

Are you okay? What do you say?
Thank you, doctor, for the pills that you gave me today
Voices like the walls, in my head, in the halls
The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all

The pain and hatred
Will always be something I

The pain and hatred
Will always be something
I remember forever
And ever and after

Voices like the walls, in my head, in the halls
The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all
They're closing in on me now and I can't breathe
I want to be alone but they'll never, ever leave

Voices like the walls, in my head, in the halls
The doctors and delusions, I can't even think at all
They're closing in on me now and I can't fucking breathe
I want to be alone but they'll never, ever leave