Hopeless Solitude

I remember your voice
Intoxicates me, mesmerize
Cut through me without pretense
Look in my eyes, what do you see?

(Every step I take my heart bleeds)
Withering in ghosts of old memories
I let them guide the once-lost way
(Draining my strength numbing my will)
The black ocean reveals before me
And I know, I know I will drown

An eternity waiting
For something you cannot give me
Sink in the poison of this well so deep
My caged in furious heart

(Every step I take my heart bleeds)
As the black water surrounds me and I sink to the bottom deep
(Draining my strength numbing my will)
All the sensations once repressed take their toll
The air is impossible to reach, I'm hopeless
(I'm hopeless, I'm hopeless, I'm hopeless)

Alone I plunged into darkness
In a bubbling decline
Submerging in a freezing ocean black as the night
Increasingly distant
Can you still see, see me?
Alone and hopeless I wished to be back
But you are not there expecting me