Fear

fear was born - planted in my mind
i see through the wicked and the people they combine.
I drop to my knees as pain cries out from in me
knowing everyone has locked away their feelings...
all of their feelings

every night I sit awake, in the dark with no one
scared to sleep for I may not arise by tommorows sun.
So I pour gasoline - around my darkest dreams.
Douse the church in flames - to set my fear free.
My nightmares fade away
but the fear still seems to stay
how could I kill without a care?
watching the church burn as screams fill the air.

Their faith in god is pure - they refuse to understand.
to scared to see the truth - but I know everyone can
Cold souls, lost in fear.
Forgotten memories recover when you look in the mirror.
A reflection of a man that has devoted his life to god.
Lost faith in himself creating a mere mirrage.
All alone, no one is here.
Cold souls, lost in fear.

As I close my eyes I see Earths last day
One by one they all kneel and pray:
oh mighty god, help us now
you world suffers, but we cant see how.
the light has faded, is all hope lost?
all is blinded and our lives are tossed.
help us god, help us they scream
reign your power to the earth and awake us from this dream.
no one can save us now! no one!

I feel insanity flow through my veins
adrenaline stops my heart and blood drowns my brain.
losing my mind, for no one will see
The church is what put evil into me!