I Think We're Really Done This Time

I used to believe
We're an inevitability
And life was always going
To lead me back to you

From the moment that we met
This inseverable thread
Would be impossible to cut through

I'm not sure if that was ever true

We opened up our wounds
Again and again
'Cause we got used to bleeding
Never letting ourselves have closure

But this doesn't feel like
It has before
And I find myself conceding
That it actually might be over

If all of our loose ends are tied
I think we're really done this time
I think we're really done this time

It's killing me how
I know so little about you now
When for the longest time
You told me everything

A part of me wants to forget
That you and I were such a mess
And loving you was far from easy

But it came as naturally as breathing

We opened up our wounds
Again and again
'Cause we got used to bleeding
Never letting ourselves have closure

But this doesn't feel like
It has before
And I find myself conceding
That it actually might be over

If all of our loose ends are tied
I think we're really done this time
I think we're really done this time

I've seen too many movies
I've read too many books
They made me a romantic
Way too much for my own good
And I built us up inside my mind
Till we became fictionalized
A version that I miss more than I should

We opened up our wounds
Again and again
'Cause we got used to bleeding
Never letting ourselves have closure

But this doesn't feel like
It has before
And I find myself conceding
That it actually might be over

If all of our loose ends are tied
I think we're really done this time
I think we're really done this time

Just know there won't ever be a day
When you walk in the room
And my heart doesn't start to race
Some things never change

I used to believe
We're an inevitability