I've made mistakes I've made a lot Trust me, I'm painfully aware Of everything I'm not I'm sure you're no saint But you're still throwing stones You think that you've got me all figured out Like a puzzle you solved Instead of a girl You barely know I've been right on the edge of a knife Caught between being a villain or hero You have no idea what it's been like Coming to grips with the fact That I'm dangerously close To becoming both I'm so afraid There's a monster in me The damage would never be undone If I let it off the leash So I keep it caged in As it eats me alive And you have the nerve to act above it all When I bet you're like me Imperfect and bruised Just trying to survive I've been right on the edge of a knife Caught between being a villain or hero You have no idea what it's been like Coming to grips with the fact That I'm dangerously close To becoming both I'll go now I don't want to deal with The fallout Your silence already screams So loud Like you think you're seeing who I Really am I've been right on the edge of a knife Caught between being a villain or hero You have no idea what it's been like Coming to grips with the fact That I'm dangerously close To becoming both