HEAVEN (feat. Troye Sivan)

The truth runs wild, like a tear down a cheek
Trying to save face and daddy heartbreak, I'm lying through my teeth
This voice inside has been eating at me
Trying to replace the love that I fake with what we both need

The truth runs wild, like kids on concrete
Trying to sedate my mind in its cage and numb what I see
Awake, wide eyed, yeah, I'm screaming at me
Trying to keep faith and picture his face staring up at me

Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me, how do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted, feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want heaven

The truth runs wild, like the rain to the sea
Trying to set straight the lines that I trace, to find some relief
This voice inside has been eating at me
Trying to embrace the picture I paint and colour me free

Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me, how do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted, feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want heaven

So I'm counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
So I'm counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
So I'm counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen
So I'm counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen, counting to fifteen

Without losing a piece of me, how do I get to heaven?
Without changing a part of me, how do I get to heaven?
All my time is wasted, feeling like my heart's mistaken, oh
So if I'm losing a piece of me, maybe I don't want heaven

The truth runs wild, like a tear down a cheek