Scattered Thoughts

My life has come too far
to be denied, by your game
why are all these scattered thoughts inside my head
i don't know anymore, but

look into these eyes
can you feel my pain?
can you touch my soul?
can you erase my hate?

my dreams, have become
crushed from your bitter words
my dreams, have become scarred by your emptiness

hate is, the determination
that just might bring me, back to a state that i can control
i just cannot decide
what to believe, what to believe

look into these eyes
can you feel my pain?
can you touch my soul?
can you erase my hate?

my dreams, have become
crushed from your bitter words
my dreams, have become scarred by your emptiness

ripping my soul out
as you're ripping my heart out
this can't be real,
don't give a fuck if i'm living
don't give a fuck if i'm dying
now that i feel alive

when you see me bleeding, and dying
do not come to my rescue
you'll see but not believe it
you fucking now shall receive it
i hate myself for choosing
to live this awful way