Gift & a Curse (interlude)

I feel like I don't love her, I just don't know how to love her properly
And it, and it, it's like a gift and a curse, 'cause it's like sometimes I overdo it
Like, as far as bein' sensitive, soft, and then I get taken advantage of
And then you go what I'm tryna be, the player, pimp, [?]
You, uh, your folks want me more than I want you
And then all the time that'd be the one I end up losin' 'em
Because, uh, I ain't gon' say I played 'em
But I wasn't a hundred with them like I want them to be a hundred with me
And [tell?] like I tell it, eventually you just kinda let it go