Blue Healer

Enter, sadness, with your rain boots in blue
Since I can remember, I’ve been runnin’ from you
But this time you sat your ass down with no intent to move
You ain’t no blue healer

Well, the longer that you sit here lookin’ into my eyes
The shock of your arrival begins to subside
And as I drop my defenses, you start to crack a smile
Are you a blue healer?

Well, I’ve been proud and
Lookin’ in a mirror that’s clouded
With smoke that's been keeping me shrouded
Believing I’m fine
But you wipe clean
All of these illusions that ain’t me
Now you’ve got me lookin’ and I hate me
Where is my spine?

Peace, you told me, I’m only here to reveal
Where you’ve been stuck and where you’re going
If you’re lookin’ to heal
But you’ve got to drop these vain addictions
And hang on to what’s real
You healer

I want to welcome every shadow
Instead of taking every one to battle
I’m climbing back up into the saddle

And now I stand tall
Used to think my sorrow was a brick wall
Made me want to curl up in a tight ball
Self-pity dealer
But there’s a gate here
You can only find it if you wait here
And now I’m walkin’ through it with my gaze clear
Me and the blue healer

Healer