Novocaine

All the stories that I create
Inside my mind, it’s never too quiet
Oh, I get so emotional
'Cause I can’t take the world that surrounds me, it just drowns me

So, here I am just feeling down
Running after calming sounds
Now, all my thoughts are fleeing
(So)

This is what you get for being understimulated
I'm so done with feeling jaded
Now I can’t touch the ground, when you’re around me
Up in the clouds is where I will be
All the goddamn time

Why can’t I follow what you say?
I'm losing track of time every day, no replay
I got no answers to myself
So many questions floating inside me, I can’t fight me

So, here I am just feeling down
Running after calming sounds
Now, all my thoughts are fleeing

This is what you get for being understimulated
I'm so done with feeling jaded
Now I can’t touch the ground, when you’re around me
Up in the clouds is where I will be
All the goddamn time

Give me Novocain
My world is sinking, I'm overthinking
Under the surface

I’ve tried medicine to calm me down
I’ve tried medicine to bring me up
And, I’ve tried medicine to focus up
And, I’ve stopped medicine to come back down