Black Fire

Nothing is what nothing is
But that's when I'm most affectionate
To me, it comes effortless
With you I'm almost separate
38 special (om Shanti)
It's stupid if you hope for something resembling control
And trouble, I don't know you know and I never will
But I stick with you still (sulfur)

I might just let it rain, this feng shui
Ain't nobody reading that fucking essay
But let me just say, you're breathtak–, breathtaking
So what is a feeling? Fucking and cheating
Sitting and reading, staying up late, sleeping
Nothing takes what nothing gets
Desperate affectionate, desperate

He hates himself and wants himself to die
He hates himself and wants himself to die
He hates himself and wants himself to die
To die, to die
He hates himself and wants himself to die
He hates himself and wants himself to die
He hates himself and wants himself to die (fuck you all, suffer)
To die, to die

In the night, total fuckin' darkness
In the night, marvel at the carcass
What's the price? What's the price for the circus?
Whatever it is, it's worth it, better be worth it
Couple M's for the house, for the hermit
Show me what I did, show me where it's hurting
Stretch me like elastic, so thin and so perfect
So good to be of service (black fire)

The blood, the blood, we want the blood
The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood
The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood
The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood
The blood, the blood (so bad we want it, so bad we want it)
The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood
The blood, the blood, the blood, we want the blood, the blood

You want the eight to be great, it's nine
You want the ultra negative, big smile
How many times you said it's life?
Like, it's to a point where it's needle's eye
I, I want to burn, but I'm freeze dried (I–)
So don't concern me with these weak fires (I–)
I want the curtain, bitch, ease out (I–)
Think I deserve it, just peace out
Space out

Surfing on the yellow lake of black fire, neither good nor evil
Terrified to die and thus purify
Dual and torn, riding the waves between ecstasy and madness
Overflowing with joy and sadness, unable to commit to one side
Afraid to live, afraid to die

Space out, words can't be made out
Fade out, fall on the ground, laid out
It's not as bad as it's made out
I wanna be past the veil now, now
Space out, words can't be made out
Fade out, fall on the ground, laid out
It's not as bad as it's made out
I wanna be past the veil now, now