Monster

There's something missing
A million signs
But I thought everything was fine

I didn't listen
I didn't care
Caught in a sea of self despair

And as the days turned into nights
Burned the flames
Brought the fire

I kept my secrets locked away
Deep inside
You outta keep your distance

How can you trust me
When I can't trust myself?
This grip has got me
I'm calling out for help

There is a monster that lives inside of me
I feel like I'm losing control
I'm not the person that I used to be
I feel like I'm losing control

If I am damaged
Not like the rest
How can I ever be repaired

Am I the danger?
Should I be scared?
Can I escape this living hell?

And I slip further away
Believe all the lies
Go out of my mind

I feel the dark side coming to life
Open your eyes
You better keep your distance

How can you trust me
When I can't trust myself?
This grip has got me
I'm calling out for help

There is a monster that lives inside of me
I feel like I'm losing control
I'm not the person that I used to be
I feel like I'm losing control

And now it's way too late
I'm already gone
I could embrace it all
Can't keep it bottled up
I just gotta let it out