The Nothing

Crawling on my knees again
Will I ever learn to stand?
All alone in the world so cold
I take what's mine when it's coming around again
The nothing inside my head
Will control my every move
The nothing inside my hands
I'm giving back to you

Taking everything I need
To fill the hole it leaves behind
When it's consuming me, I'm needing more
And the feeling never goes away

Living inside this hole
Because the Sun will burn my eyes
I hide away in apathy again
And waste away inside my mind

Taking everything I need
To fill the hole it leaves behind
When it's consuming me, I'm needing more
And the feeling never goes away

The pills I take, the hand that feeds
To the rhythm beating eternally
All this blood on the ground, can't you see me?
I'm dropping to my knees
God, save me, please
Save me, please
Save me, please

Decide
Confide
Myself
I lied

Taking everything I need
To fill the hole it leaves behind
When it's consuming me, I'm needing more
And the feeling never goes away

Never goes away
Never goes away