Torment

does it matter, all the pieces of your life you have lost
my presence is shattered, open to you for all it cost
It's an honest opinion, an ignorant decision, a life ending incision
this is what always burned, this your messiah will have to learn

inside
this lonely mind
hides another danger you can't deny
All this is, another focus, on my madness
explain it, attempted misery, addicted sadness
all my torment can it be described
all my torment will it leave from inside
all this is, another focus on my madness
explain it, attempted misery, addicted sadness
all my struggle can it be justified
all my struggle amplified, WHY

every day another struggle
every day lived in fucking torment
all these fears made up of nothing
all my life tricked into killing
myself and the shit about me
fuck this world and all around me
for being in my life and wasting my time
i bury the remains, i end it with my own life
i end it with my own life
life

failure
incompetence
rejection
resistence

this is my natural torment