Because Of Me

I keep my eyes shut
For a moment in the this life
I'll see
All this pain made sense, still

I am proud to keep
All my dreams
Cause they're shinning for me
They are all because of me

But when I wake up

The world just feels grey to me
I am at the same place
I don't really wanna be
Feeling all alone

I still chase what seems gone
But when I try to stand back up
They pull me back down
And all I fight for begins to drown

Who could save me now?
Since I know

All the steps I take
They are all because of me
Every mess I faced was the
Way it should have been
All the pain I'll take
Will be worth the suffering
My faith will remain
In every moment keep self esteem
In the end you'll reach all your dreams

Am I awake now
I offered every piece of me
And now it seems that
All my wishes became real
I feel weak
It's hard to believe

Tale or a nightmare
My life should feel right to me
But there's still this emptiness
Inside I keep
Deep in me
I fell so incomplete

Tell me why
I though I'd be proud
But I can't get it enough
My life has changed back
To what it was
Where is my savior now?
Cause I know

All the steps I take
They are all because of me
Every mess I faced was the
Way it should have been
All the pain I'll take
Will be worth the suffering
My faith will remain
In every moment keep self esteem
In the end you'll reach all your dreams

I keep on pushing
Keep, keep on pushing
I keep on pushing
Can't to stop to push me, now!

Fuck!

Can you tell me why
I am not satisfied?
All I am asking is
Who could save me now?
Just myself? Just myself!

All the steps I take
They are all because of me
Every mess I faced was the
Way it should have been
All the pain I'll take
Will be worth the suffering
My faith will remains
In every moment keep self esteem
In the end you'll reach all your dreams