Docket (feat. Bully)

I said: Don't shake my hand, it's wet
He said: I'll kiss it instead
He said: I saw the whole show
I'm not scared of the sweat
But I'm scared of the touching
I have someone at home
And I want his body more
When he leaves me alone

Isn't it wrong?
When I'm gone
I look around at the options
I put men on the docket
Give me a curse
I caught a bug
He should be with someone who’s more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me

I always end up back here
Stuck somehow
Obvious I'm powerless
When you’re around
And I don’t know why
I see her in the Sun
Staring straight to the sky
Burning me just for fun

Isn’t it wrong
When I'm gone
I look around at the options
I put men on the docket
Give me a curse
I caught a bug
He should be with someone who’s more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me

Feeling like it’s twisted
Feeling like he’s been fishing
I should probably cut him loose instead of kissing
I don’t wanna want what I haven’t got but it
Kills the lull when I'm not full
When I'm not full I fill the space with barbasol
And I'm here and I'm fading
You’re wrong for waiting
And it’s cruel to let you love me
I don’t want what I need

Isn’t it wrong
When I'm gone
I look around at the options
I put men on the docket
Give me a curse
I caught a bug
He should be with someone who’s more in love
Not someone eating for free
My worst nightmare is me