Event Of a Fire

I'm walking the wrong way
Down the carpeted hotel hallway
And I'm listening to you always
All with my head down through the Carolinas
Like I'm sixteen
‘Cause part of me never left her in 2012
Part of me is still getting all of my haircuts for someone else

I said alright that’s enough
Then I turned to my friend and she just got me higher
The sign said don’t forget
To always take the stairs in the event of a fire
What if I'm burnt out
What if I'm burnt out

We’re passing New Jersey’s Tony Soprano memorial center
And it feels like the morning we went to the car and I followed him on a tether
Like I'm sixteen
Part of me really left her she was never found
Part of me still sits at home in a panic over fifteen pounds

I said alright that’s enough
Then I turned to my friend and she just said: You’re a liar
You’re gonna feel ashamed
It’s just part of the deal, it’s the remorse of a buyer
What if I'm burnt out

‘Cause I didn’t grow up
And it spilled over
Now I'm left open
When I'm in love
And my heart’s broken
When no one hurt it
When no one hurt it

Buying crystals, Halley’s Comet
You can’t give them what they want
It’s not so easy to forget
Don’t look around just look ahead
One long minute, can’t stop coughing
Fitting into something small
Is not the same with bigger bones
He’s so sweet when my legs close
I can’t make everyone mine
But I can pass out as I try
Pin me down with styrofoam
Cut out one single mouth hole
For air, for air, for air
Cut out one single mouth hole for air