Trying

G                        Am
trying is just a slippery slope to 
sadness
                           C
which is a slippery slope to madness
                             Em    
which is a hollywood word for how i
  C
 exist and work i guess


G                      Am
and love is  just another word for 
obnoxious
                    C
which is  to say i am loveless
                    Em      C
maybe thats why i am scared of you 
and what you do


[Chorus]
         G
when you like me enough to make me 
feel like im good
        Am
when you love me i think maybe i 
could love too
           C
i always thought i might be bad now 
i know that its true
     Em             C
cus i think you’re so good and im 
nothing like you

G
and you took me apart like a ball 
jointed doll
     Am
put a heart where i used to be just 
ribs with a skull
     C
now i hurt when you leave is that 
better than before
     Em             C
now i just want you to love me more 
and more and more
and more and more and more and more 
and more and more


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[Verse 2]
G                  Am
kill me  use me for what is my 
purpose
                    C
choke me until i turn purple
instead of your mild and self 
Em      C
sacrificing humanising

    G                    Am
my love is  closer to something 
thats toxic
                               C
than love that is just something 
lovely
                            Em   C
which is why i dont kiss cus i can 
taste myself on them


[Chorus]
G
can you love me again if im a 
horrible friend?
   Am
if i push you away to make more room
 for myself?
        C
if im broken and hurting and stuck 
in a loop?
    Em             C
always saying the same things 
embarrassing you?

G
can you break me until i am broken 
enough
    Am
to pathetically think that i 
understand love
        C
its all a mental decoy  im a broken 
toy
 Em  C
mistaking attention for joy


[Verse 3]
G                          Am
bleeding is maybe something to do 
with competing
                                C
just a proof that our bodies are 
fleeting
living life to the fullest has 
Em      C
always been the weirdest thing

G                          Am
and love has always caused nothing 
but problems
                        C
if u see my exes please tell them
that pain is a virtue   still 
 Em        C
nothing really quite compares
Em         C        Em    C
to how you sometimes dye my hair and
 love me even when im  sick
 Em  C
i know i dont deserve it


[end]
G                      Am
trying is just a slippery slope to 
surviving
                           C
and thats why im writing and writing
                      Em      C
never quite finishing any songs so i
 write more and more and more
and more and more and more and more

G
and more and more and more and more
Am
and more and more and more and more
C
and more and more and more and more
Em  C
and more and more and more and more