D
Hope is not a plan
A
It’s a good creature but it can’t do much
Em
It’s a loser that is holding on
Yet I yearn for finally giving up
D
Faith is evil and it yanks my chain
A
Puppy crying all in vain
Em
I am sad I still deal with all the same things that I once did
[Chorus 1]
D A
I want all the things that I never had (ah)
Em
The things that normals take for granted, I’m sad
D A
A brain and a body not in war
Em
Something to keep living for
D A
I cry forever lay at your feet
Em
Wanting caring, wanting sleep (ah)
D A
But thinking I did worst of all
Em Em
Cannot allow it
[Verse 2]
D
So I slit my inner arms up
A
Pulling all the tissue out
Em
Creating rivers from my shoulders to my thumbs
D
I wanna take all the bad things
A
All the things I didn’t think that I had to deal with
Em
And I wanna pull it all out of me
D
There are things in here that I didn’t put there
A
They were forced in me and now they’re glued
Em
And please don’t yell don’t scream
Or I feel unreal
D A
I am scared of you
Em
But I am scared of myself too
[Chorus 2]
D A
I want all the things that I never had (ah)
Em
The things that normals take for granted, I’m sad
D A
A brain and a body not in war
Em
Something to keep living for
D A
I cry forever lay at your feet
Em
Wanting caring, wanting sleep (ah)
D A
But thinking I did worst of all
Em
Because you told me that’s the case
[Outro]
D A
And I want the things that I’m not allowed to touch
Em
A sense of something pure like love
D A
And I need the things you told me I did
Em
And it’s the grossest sense of sickening
D A
And I should’ve listened to my inner voice
Em
Speaking up
Em
But I never spoke up
D A
And thinking I did worst of all
Em
Cannot allow it
Em
Cannot allow it
Em
Cannot allow it
Em
Cannot allow it
