D
Hope is not a plan
       A
It’s a good creature but it can’t do much
       Em
It’s a loser that is holding on

Yet I yearn for finally giving up
D
Faith is evil and it yanks my chain
A
Puppy crying all in vain
     Em
I am sad I still deal with all the same things that I once did

[Chorus 1]
D                                      A
I want all the things that I never had (ah)
    Em
The things that normals take for granted, I’m sad
  D                       A
A brain and a body not in war
Em
Something to keep living for
  D                       A
I cry forever lay at your feet
Em
Wanting caring, wanting sleep (ah)
    D                 A
But thinking I did worst of all
       Em         Em
Cannot allow it

[Verse 2]
     D
So I slit my inner arms up
A
Pulling all the tissue out
Em
Creating rivers from my shoulders to my thumbs
  D
I wanna take all the bad things
        A
All the things I didn’t think that I had to deal with
Em
And I wanna pull it all out of me
          D
There are things in here that I didn’t put there
           A
They were forced in me and now they’re glued
                 Em
And please don’t yell don’t scream

Or I feel unreal
     D     A
I am scared of you
            Em
But I am          scared of myself too

[Chorus 2]
  D                                    A
I want all the things that I never had (ah)
    Em
The things that normals take for granted, I’m sad
  D                       A
A brain and a body not in war
Em
Something to keep living for
  D                       A
I cry forever lay at your feet
Em
Wanting caring, wanting sleep (ah)
    D                 A
But thinking I did worst of all
            Em
Because you told me that’s the case

[Otro]
      D                                 A
And I want the things that I’m not allowed to touch
  Em
A sense of something pure like love
      D                             A
And I need the things you told me I did
             Em
And it’s the grossest sense of sickening
      D                              A
And I should’ve listened to my inner voice
Em
Speaking up
      Em
But I never spoke up
    D                A
And thinking I did worst of all
       Em
Cannot allow it
       Em
Cannot allow it
       Em
Cannot allow it
       Em
Cannot allow it