Blue in the face

Every time I do my best
I'm not satisfied
The stakes are high
I do concentrate
l'm Iearning all the time
It's hard to get in the right mood
Being as erratic as I am
You know the feeling "never again"
That's me but I always
Watch the rerun

What I used to feel
I don't feel anymore
What I used to see
I don't see anymore

I live my days one by one and there's no way
I'm gonna look back now
Inspiration moved out today
And my mind is set on something new

All my life I've been searching for
Something to get completely lost with
Shoulder to lean on is way to0 near
You'd rather stumble and break your skin