Maybe In Another Life

Dive into my state of mind, expose me at my core
I'll confess all my delusions of how I'm always wanting more
I'll paint you a picture that haunts me every night
Would everything be different in another life?

There must be somewhere out there beyond my veiled eyes
The visions of a better place that I can't recognise
Lost in the fantasy of being anyone but me
Lost in the dream of all the possibilities

If I had purpose, would I still feel lost?
If I was safe, would I still feel afraid?
Would I be free from pain, would I still feel this way?
If I could live another life

Run from the cold mistakes to the warmth of a new start
Craving to be born again, lead me down a different path
Following roads that left me beat and bruised
Let my soul seep slowly from these open wounds

Lost in the fantasy of being anyone but me
Lost in the dream of all the possibilities
Is this all I'll ever be?
The author of my own fucking tragedy

If I had purpose, would I still feel lost?
If I was safe, would I still feel afraid?
Would I be free from pain, would I still feel this way?
If I could live another life

I do not belong, no strength to hold on
I am the cursed one, misbegotten son

Let my memory fade

If I had purpose, would I still feel lost?
If I was safe, would I still feel afraid?
Would I be free from pain, would I still feel this way?
If I could live another life

I've had enough, this feeling won't subside
There must be something out there
Maybe in another life
Let me start again, I'll make it count this time
Can I start over?
Maybe in another life