Dystopia

You claim that all I can do
is to see us fall apart
Like a brick that never joined the wall
I refuse to even start
Tell me why oh why
was I born this way
With feelings from this heart
I'll never dare to say-

I love you

so go ahead you start. Let's see who has the most wicked mind tthe most fucked up thoughts. Bring it on, i'm not scared. Let's play. If everything goes the way I want, you won't be around for very long. And neither will I. The big question here is- who will understand? And who will remember uus for who we really were?

You claim the problems of the world
is nothing in compare
to the problems I create
and peace that I declare
I fear my life will break me down so slowly
The winter summer spring and fall
I waited for my love to call

You never to chose to say goodbye
without a chance to tell me why
Now I disappear

You say the antidote of pain
is the parody of life
I'm so sick of never reaching goals
but still you wanna try
The world was built with nothing but illusions
In winter summer spring and fall
I waited for my love to call

You never to chose to say goodbye
without a chance to tell me why
Now I disappear
I cannot keep this dream alive
I guess I died before I tried
Now I disappear
Without no fear

I'm taking steps, steps on another road
steps to another world
1 step to numb the pain
1 step to ignore the masses
1 step to avoid the norm
1 step to destroy the chaos
1 step to drain the lies
1 step to forget everything about you
1 step to clear all evidence
1 step to find shelter
and 1 final step to nothingness

Now I am prepared to control the air
so let me break horizons
I will not be scared for the world to share:
remember me for who I was this day