I Laugh At Myself

C#m A E (4x)

[Verse 1]
C#m                               
This is the part where I laugh at 
      A
myself
And the world for thinking that 
                E
things could actually change
C#m                               
Just like the old me you knew once
       A
 before
Who almost destroyed and lost 
              E
everything to this same damn thing
C#m                               
I'm once again in my head, I'm way
              A
 over my head
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And I can't seem to find a place to 
E
put all this pain
C#m                               
My hope is a fraud and I can't 
         A
talk to God
I believed in the good of the world 
                    E
and now I'm just ashamed

[Verse 2]
B
I want to drink 'cause I'm mad and 
I'm angry
                          C#m      
But I swore I promised my wife that
            A
 I wouldn't drink again
B
There were so many chances I had 
that I wasted
                C#m                
As time went on by that were never 
      A
to be seen again
B
And I never felt bad or guilty about
 moving on with my life
            C#m                A
But I could never move on from you 
in the end
               A                   
So I fight for love, come on break 
        E
my heart