Smother It In Honey

Have you been peeping past your own windowpane...
Oh yeah, once again?
I ain't your cistern, but I somehow feel like I'm to blame
There's a space that needs to be
Re-filled by something that seems....
Something that we both forgot
Oh you know I'm a leper
But all us lepers know we can't change our spots

You can't be the one to wash me clean
Please don't save me because you know that you will ruin me

How do you live that life?
Do you smother it in honey so that it seems full?
Feel like I'm slicing through your life
Slowly with a rubber knife
I never meant to be this cruel
We've romanticising rifts
Trying to find something that seems
Something that could be so true
You can see how steep it is as you take another step
It's as you take sip girl, your mother wouldn't have a clue

You can't be the one to take me home to wash me clean
Please don't save me because you know that you will ruin me
I'm in two minds that you're not my long lost sister twin
Turn off your heart before darkness begins to set in

And I will wait because I'm on trial
To see how far I hold this down
And I could walk a country mile
For solutions paper airplanes
Black water well or shooting star
You know that this on the brink...
We'll soon forget and we'll become
A chance reflection in the kitchen sink.

You love things so much when they're gone
No time to think no time to try
Time to forget not to revile
Oh no not you again hey you could be...
My worst best friend