SHAME ON ME

You know, I find it so funny
How someone can burn you so bad
And as soon as you doing good
They're back in your life like none of that happened
Lemme take y'all back

Boy meets girl
She's a queen, she's a pearl
She's a diamond in the rough
But the greatest in the world
Becomes his world, becomes his life
His everything, overnight
Over time he over thinks
On and off just like a light

She loves him dearly
Loves him not
All this pain, make it stop
Her emotions, high and low
He can decide, to let her go
She eats him up, from inside
But he can't see all the signs
All his friends tried to help
'Cause she just thinks of herself

Fucks him up
First she fucks him good and then she fucks him up
He's a bitch, he's a pussy
That's how he feels, suck it up
A real man doesn't cry, he keeps it tight
Just like a tummy tuck
So he just justifies that one day soon
That's when the buck will stop

The pain will settle
He's running out of 'Love me nots' and daisy petals
Swears that she's going through a phase of tryna' play the devil
She don't wear Prada though
But it's too late, she's got his soul
Got his heart, pot of gold
Fuck she's smart, honour roll

You lied to my face and said you love me
You're fucking beautiful but act so ugly
I gave you blame, you tell me I'm insane
You light the match
I put my finger in that flame again
I'm so ashamed

Shame on me for loving you girl
Shame on me
And shame on me for trusting you girl
Shame on me
You said that was the last time
You gon' play with me
I took the bait so now I gotta pay the fee

I put the, shame on me
I put the, shame on me
Blame on me
I put the, blame on me
Shame on me for loving you girl
Shame on me (Shame on me)
And shame on me for trusting you girl
Shame on me

Nowadays it's all changed
I'm popping now
I can see the traces of a person
Who is toxic now
I can see the signs of somebody who projects
All their insecurities on anybody who comes next

You're so pathetic
And usually I keep it copacetic
But you lead me on for years
Then broke me down, I don't forget it
I wrote that first verse
Like that shit happened last week
But in reality that's PTSD
I was 18

Now you hit me up
Every single year you fuckin' hit me up
I used to drop my guard
For anybody who would lift me up
Nowadays I'm cold hearted
But I keep my spirits up
I drop my walls for nobody
I just keep my feelings tucked

It's you fault, and everywhere you go
I'm in your brain
You can't take a shit, a fucking piss
Without seeing my name
And yesterday you texted me
You fuckin' social climber
But I almost forgot to write this song
So thanks for the reminder
Shit is crazy

You lied to my face and said you love me
You're fucking beautiful but act so ugly
I gave you blame, you tell me I'm insane
You light the match
I put my finger in that flame again
I'm so ashamed

Shame on me for loving you
Shame on me
And shame on me for trusting you girl
Shame on me
You said that was the last time
You gon' play with me
I took the bait so now I gotta pay the fee

I put the, shame on me
I put the, shame on me
Blame on me
I put the, blame on me
Shame on me for loving you girl
Shame on me (Shame on me)
And shame on me for trusting you girl
Shame on me