Ruins

I, I am in Ruins
Drifting in Darkness
Like candles in the distance
Gone forever

Floating on the black expanse
Universe is fragments
Pulled apart forever
Lost to the cosmic abyss

Lift up the sky
Fall to earth
Have to close my eyes
To expel the hurt

Awake I suffer
Asleep I'm dead
Nothing left to live for
Wish I was gone

I'm where I don’t belong
This body
I'm where I don’t belong
This mind
Devoid of my being
I'm where I don’t belong
This earth

Born
Abandoned
Rot
Consumed

Gone
Forged
Poisoned

Lost
Empty eyes
Gone

Devastation
Wash it away
The trauma of birth

Desolation
Internalize the promise of death

Can’t keep going no more
Can’t go
Keep holding on
There is nothing for me
Can’t keep going no more

There is nothing for me
There is nothing left of me
Except for ruins

Buried beneath all the lies
Is a spark of truth and a glimpse of the sky

All your worth
Is based on lies
I'm buried beneath it
Can’t find truth, so I drown myself inside