Clench My Fist

every single day I live in fuckin' pain
the voices in my head are driving me insane
I can't fight the feeling of being dissatisfied
things never go right no matter what I try
20 years of shit my will is all but gone
my hands are bound, life's dragging me along
enough is enough I just might snap
razor to my wrist no looking back
I clench my fist and slit my wrist
as your hear the sound my body hits the ground
constant frustration no motivation, life just hands me devastation
sitting at home tearing hairs from my head
killing time wishing I was dead
the pain never stops I've lived with it for years
I'm washed in doubts and consumed in my fears
there's tears in my eyes you heard what I said
I'm choking on your words with a gun to my head
just walk away just turn your head
you'll see soon enough my blood runs red
when you time's up i'll see you here
you'll pay for eternity because you never fuckin' cared