All These Screams Through Me

Life is strange sometimes everything is fine
But my head is dark
You do not want to complain
Because you have no reasons
But it’s hard to live like this

In your head, they are screaming all the time
All these screams which through me
I also want to scream but I cannot
I’m sitting in my blood

You’re the first to take a step to the others
But no one will ever walk with you
You’re the first to take care of everything
But no one will ever take care of you

You want to leave but you can’t
You have no place to be
Even in your body you’re not well
Even in your head you’re not well

At night you really cannot sleep
But the day you are drowsy like a corpse
No one understands you because you are nothing
You have a lot of things in your head but no joy at all

The night is looking at you and following you
Others want to avoid you
You want to be important for someone
But you never will be, because you’re leaving today

Always you are drowsy like a corpse
The howling finally calm down
I feel free, I feel better
I hurt all over and I finally found somewhere to go