Death Will Follow Me

I am bound by doubt
Every time I open my mouth
Locked inside this terror
I can't make a sound
I'm a second short of weeping
Of an absolute collapse
Panic slips into my breathing
Worse than it ever has

I'm right here, don't worry, it's okay
All
Should you see the day
Of
Where you find yourself in the company
Your
Of all of your mistakes
Mistakes
I'll be right there waiting

I am a prisoner to the past
But there's no future for what doesn't last

I want to move on, but I've lost what made me strong
Entombed inside a forgotten moment
If I can't move on, will I ever find what's lost?
Abandoned by silence

As the river meets the sea
I know that death will follow me

Year after year
Held captive by fear
Suffocating regret
Stealing my last breath
I hate the feeling that I'm still fixing

I am a prisoner to the past
But there's no future for what doesn't last

I want to move on, but I've lost what made me strong
Entombed inside a forgotten moment
If I can't move on, will I ever find what's lost?
Abandoned by silence

Light can't grow
In the shadows, in the shadows
Light can't grow
In the shadows
There's no future
In fucking humanity
Trapped by
It's always been this way
Fate
What the fuck?

I can't grow in this shadow
Even if it's my own
Humanity trapped by fate