Hopeless Romantic

One day when the sky was blue
Sittin' by the lilacs, I withdrew
For I had not yet been a part of you
I never understood why I was drawn to
Chaos, pain, and all these tissues
Riddled with the tears that I'd pursue
This isn't right, it's not my fight
It's not my issue, draw the line
I shouldn't miss you, shouldn't cry
But why do I romanticize, believe the lies?
Believe that you were thinking twice?
This is the story of my life, I'll say goodbye

Don't hurt me, baby, you can take my soul
I've got mountains and fountains all filled with gold (all filled with gold)
Don't hurt me, baby, you could have it all
I don't want nothin'
Just wonderin' why you won't fall

I'm a hopeless romantic (oh, I, I, I)
Know you can't stand it (when I call your line)
I'm a broken Vedantic (I like it when you cry)
I'm so fucked up inside, I'm all fucked up inside

I know you said no
Wouldn't want to leave it on a bad note
I just wanna say that I'm addicted to your eyerolls
I know, you don't want to make it philosophical
An obstacle for me to overcome
I'm chronologically finding out solutions
And comin' to fake conclusions, illusions
Up in my mental, the devil makin' delusions
But I love it, I have it on my bucket list, adjust it
Above it, I know I'm at the summit of my budget
And evidently, I'm at peace when you leave
Familiarity is present when I seek out the situations I foresee in movies
I keep goin' in circles, a slave to this dream
I can't seem to escape
I keep scratching the seams of the surface of lace
Filled with fleas and debris
It's repulsive, impulsive, my thoughts are not free
Compulsive is closest to how I see me

Don't hurt me, baby, you can take my soul
I've got mountains and fountains all filled with gold (all filled with gold)
Don't hurt me, baby, you could have it all
I don't want nothin'
Just wonderin' why you won't fall

I'm a hopeless romantic (oh, I, I, I)
Know you can't stand it (when I call your line)
I'm a broken Vedantic (I like it when you cry)
I'm so fucked up inside
I'm all fucked up inside

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