No matter what I do
I can't love because of you
You fucked me up and put me out of tune
I do my best to fake that I'm good
But I forget my place too soon

Oh, can't you say goodbye
To the scars you left behind?
How 'bout you get the fuck outta my mind?
I swear that I can't feel love
Oh, won't you say goodbye
To all my butterflies?
I can't look you in your eyes again

I began to track dark times with low pitch
Lime smoothies, no time for bus rides with
Sad rhymes to climb right out of dark times
I pass the clock by watching you playing Fortnite

No, for real, that's what got me through this whole ordeal
Stuck out of tune, I made it through by watching Key and Peele
Stuck in my bed while my heart is turned to steel
Got no covers or no blankets 'cause I know that love ain't real

No matter what I do
I can't love because of you
You fucked me up and put me out of tune
I do my best to fake that I'm good
But I forget my place too soon

Oh, can't you say goodbye
To the scars you left behind?
How 'bout you get the fuck outta my mind?
I swear that I can't feel love
Oh, won't you say goodbye
To all my butterflies?
I can't look you in your eyes again

One day I thought back
When I lacked a lot of stuff that I have
I cracked the moments that I kept to my back
And back to school in that I built and went through times in Minecraft
The beat goes up down, I'm thinkin' about the times that I had

And I was hurt, pretty bad now that I think to myself
Mixed the happy inside and the 50 thousand bookshelves
But looking back, I'm not mad at all of the shit that I sat through
Yeah, that's true, I bet you I was willing to roam the backrooms for you

No matter what I do
I can't love because of you
You fucked me up and put me out of tune
I do my best to fake that I'm good
But I forget my place too soon

Oh, can't you say goodbye
To the scars you left behind?
How 'bout you get the fuck outta my mind?
I swear that I can't feel love
Oh, won't you say goodbye
To all my butterflies?
I can't look you in your eyes again