discarted

The voices, they never leave
Talk down to me endlessly
I'm trying my best to breathe, oh

Let it be
This darkness inside my head
Has purposefully misled
All of my closest friends
From ever getting close to me
‘Cause I don’t wanna hurt your feelings, but I'm best all alone
Yeah, I just know I'm unappealing, when I'm left vulnerable
And I have problems with my eating, mind's at rest when I don’t
I admit it, I let the other guy take control
I hate my skin, so I'll just tear it off
And lay my bones out on the tabletop
There are those that find perfection within
So I guess that I’d do anything to get to it, I
I don’t wanna die, but maybe it’s easier
Roll tide, he got crushed by a meteor
I’ll leave behind my ungodly exterior
I pushed and they folded
My body was molded wrong

What are you doing?
Get back here
You are nothing
You need us

I hate you
You cut all of my slack, drove a knife in my back
Thinking I won’t face you?
Soul is under attack, brush it off like it’s plaque
Homie I pre-date you
And I can re-create you
Gonna rip the beast from the art
So I can tear him apart, discarded
I hate you
Got me feeling insane, parasite in my brain
Tryna find a way to
Cut it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
Had to see the pain through
We were told a fake truth
Gonna stab the beast through the heart
For all the lies he’d impart
Discarded

Lies, greed, misery
That should tell you everything
Your eyes breed sympathy
Object of antipathy
I fuck things up
And then I wonder why strings get cut
Just grind me down, ‘til I'm dust
I'm disgusting, go on discuss me
Go on discuss me
I’d die for this shit, bro, trust me
Don’t lie when you say you want me
I try, but I still can’t breathe
Said you rescued me
Made it look so easy
Deceit, don’t please me
It never will

I hate you
You cut all of my slack, drove a knife in my back
Thinking I won’t face you?
Soul is under attack, brush it off like it’s plaque
Homie I pre-date you
And I can re-create you
Gonna rip the beast from the art
So I can tear him apart, discarded
I hate you
Got me feeling insane, parasite in my brain
Tryna find a way to
Cut it out from my veins, keep the venom contained
Had to see the pain through
We were told a fake truth
Gonna stab the beast through the heart
For all the lies he’d impart
Discarded

They hate you
You cut all of my slack, now I'm taking it back
Baby I can’t blame you
I was under attack, introspection I lack
Thought that I'd create you
Someone they’d relate to
But they saw the beast as the art
It’s time to tear him apart, discarded
They hate you
Made me fucking insane, motivational drain
Tried to find a way to
Keep the numbers sustained, but that shit was in vain
Had to see the shame through
You were told my fake truth
Wanna stab the beast through the heart
For all the lies he’d impart, discarded

Fake
Clone
Liar
They hate you
Die