He'll & Heaven

Back in the club, I was hypnotized
I tried to find my way through the night
Tried to find people that I can trust

Finally, I feel free in my life
But I'm stuck in the past
Now, I need the love that got me down
The one that gave up on me fast

I left the feelings but they're returning
I feel so lonely but I have to let you go
I'm tired of remembering you
Cause you cut my heart in two

I feel crazy, my blood in my veins is freezing
I feel so lazy to get out of my bed
When something's missing
I stare at the stars, they're falling
I'm stuck between hell and heaven
When I see your face

What is wrong with my head, I don't need you
What is wrong with seeing life without you
You said it crystal clear I feel low
When I'm beside you

Such a shame in the way you leave
Your ego spilled, there is rain over me
You played with the wrong heart
You said that you own me
But sadly you don't own shit
And eventually, there is no you and me
And now I'm closing the door
So don't ever return, you don't belong here

Now I've lost a place to live
Cause your home isn't safe anymore for me
I wish you knew me better
Please leave me without me seeing

I feel crazy my blood in my veins is freezing
I feel so lazy to get out of my bed
When something's missing
I stare at the stars, they're falling
I'm stuck between hell and heaven
When I see your face