Guilty

Sick in the middle of an ocean of nothingness
Sick of feeding this guilt
I'm broken

Here… sore… blind… blind in anguish
I feel this
I didn’t say things that could have been said

I regret it
What could have I said?
Looking for redemption to heal

Throughout the night I felt I was dying
This will consume me ’till I find the light
You bled in silence, unresponsive,
Suffering only in your mind

Here in the night, guilty, fading…
Afraid of starting over again
I put it all together and.. Second chance
I gotta feeling it’ll roll

Forgiveness
Forgive me …. Sometimes I simply don’t see

Enlighten me
Save me…. I wanna escape from hell

Rebuild my life
Restore my soul
I can walk each step day after day

In this arid land
I can grow integrity
I fall on my knees and pray
I’ll never go through this again

Enlighten
What no longer is seeing
I need only a sign

A period of fight
A truce to my mind
The cure for what never existed