Wishing It Was Easy

I don't wanna you know
What you been doing when I'm gone
Hearing your outsides getting old
I play the background, baby
You've been out of control
My heart can't take no more

But you wanna come break it (break)
Bad vibe but I still wanna chase you
Still on my mind, girl I can't fake it (fake it, fake it)
It's been two whole years and I still crave you
Wishing it was easy to let go
Maybe I'm feining to stay
'Cause I know I made you this way
All these other girls with my time I wasted
And now you're back outside, I hate it
Now you got me back up in that mode
Messing with these hoes, lying to them, so what?
Telling them we over
Knowing if you call me, I will pick up on the first ring and come over
I'll be at your door
Giving an update on what's going on in my life
I need your love
What I'd do for you to give it up
I don't wanna tell the truth, but you causing me this pain
Thinking you was mine, but I seen you change, I thought
Thought you was a keeper, bae
But you was just here for the trips and the chains I bought
Now you wanna leave, okay
I don't wanna feel away, although it hurts
Hoping that I heal one day

I don't wanna know
What you been doing when I'm gone
Hearing you outside's getting old
I play the background, baby
You been outta control
My heart can't take no more