Now We're Even

It ain't easy being with me
If I were you then I would leave me and move along
I know it feel so wrong

Love me from a distance but don’t give up
I need persistence
You need a push in a right direction
Even if it feels wrong

Baby how you doin'
We ain't spoke in a minute
Last time I was loaded, I was pushing my limits
Then you said I did sum’ that I know that I didn't
Always making me wild, make it seem like I'm trippin'

I'm so close to the edge
I already know you're gonna miss me when I'm dead
A lot of things that I'll always regret
But I’ve been doing my best

I know I’ve hurt so many people
They will swear that I was evil
I just need to love myself before I love anyone else
I just need to find a reason to stay alive and keep on breathing
Fool me again, bitch now we're even
Fool me three times, keep on dreamin’
I'm so close to the edge
I already know you're gonna miss me when I'm dead
A lot of things that I’ll always regret
But I've been doing my best

I know I've hurt so many people
They will swear that I was evil
I just need to love myself before I love anyone else
I just need to find a reason to stay alive and keep on breathing
Fool me again, bitch now we're even
Fool me three times, keep on dreamin'