Melting

When I was a child I saw the end of all things
The earth unwound just like a ball and stretched out like a string
Fire in the sky lighten in the air
There were looks of doubt and screams filled the air
I don’t know
Who I am
If I exist at all

In this world we will have many regrets
But you are the one I try to forget
Love should never be a sacrifice
The day should never ruin a perfect life
I don’t know
Who I am
If I exist at all

I feel I am melting into this world of pain
I feel I am sinking into this world of shame
I feel I am dying you’re the one to blame
What is my purpose my future my reason to stay

Maybe I am a figment of my own mind
One of a billion stars thrown out into space and time
Isn’t it so sad that we sleep alone tonight?
I want to be there with you the end is in sight.
Maybe I’m a victim you cannot understand
A single word that I say the words I command
You are so busy with so many other things
You drive me, you drive me out of my mind

I feel I am melting into this world of pain
I feel I am sinking into this world of shame
I feel I am dying you’re the one to blame
What is my purpose my future my reason to stay