If Winter Ends

C           G
i dreamt of a fever,
             Am              F                C
one that would cure me of this cold, winter set heart.
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with heat to melt these frozen tears and burned with reasons
F           C
as to carry on.
C        G                Am               F
into these twisted months i plunge without a light to follow
    C                            G
but i swear that i would follow anything
                      Am     F
if it would just get me out of here.
Am             F
and so you get six months to adapt
Am               F
and then you get two more to leave town.
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in the event that we do adapt we still might not want you around.
    C            G            Am          F
and i fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
     C                    G       F
but i know that that is impossible now.
        C             G
and so i drink to stay warm
      Am           F
and to kill selected memories
         C                              G                 F
because i just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight