Tonya

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And mother, I am sorry, I never pick up, mm-hmm
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Because I'm afraid to disappoint ooh, ooh-ah, ooh, no


[Chorus: Jazmine Sullivan, Ryan Beatty, serpentwithfeet]
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Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
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Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to


[Verse 1: bearface]
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We were sat outside on the Harvard floor
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With our feet in dirt, and our hearts in awe
    Gm
I be losin' sleep thinkin' 'bout missed calls
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And I see the names circling our thoughts
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And I think about if we lose it all
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And I turn to shit that you'd never want
        Gm
Like the smoke, the drink, anything at all
        Eb
And I'll say again, "sorry, I don't call"
          Gm
There's no money on my mind
      Bb
But my money or my mind
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What's the first to fall?
             Gm         Eb
I never wanted this shit, yeah


[Chorus: Jazmine Sullivan, serpentwithfeet & Ryan Beatty]
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Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to
Gm       Bb                             Eb
Hey, and I've been feelin' like I don't matter how I used to



[Verse 2: Kevin Abstract]
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Sometimes it be so spot on it hurts

Like when Auntie couldn't decide

Between going to work or church

I've been in my feelings on an island in the dirt

I feel like brothers lie just so my feelings don't get hurt
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I said, I'll try vacation, I'll try to run away
     Cm
I deleted Facebook, I'll trade fame any day
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For a quiet Texas place and a barbecue plate
               Cm
I'll switch my place if that's good for you, is that good for you?
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My ghost still haunt you, my life is I, Tonya
Cm
A big eyed monster, only face to conquer
Dm
I hated songs about fame 'cause that stuff meant nothin'
Cm
Until them headlines came, then first flight I'm stuck in


[Bridge: Joba]
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And maybe it means nothing
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But I have to say I think about you often
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And if you want no part with me
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I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged ya
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And maybe it means nothing
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But I have to say I think about you often
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And if you want no part with me
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I'll walk away, I know that I have wronged ya


[Verse 3: Dom McLennon]
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I took a plane to somewhere that I've never been

Too many times without my sister and my brother
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Dad or mother by my side but they're in spirit
Dm
I always hear it, I know they feel it
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My mom will always have these dreams that used to keep her up at night

I smoke to keep them all away and make use of the time
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I'm void of feelin'
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The reasons I'm so out of touch now start revealin'
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But I'm not ashamed, I'm not afraid of who I am
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Or how I trust my mental, yeah, it's not perfect
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But I guess that's just the shit I'm into
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I fantasize about a time when everything was simple
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My shelter sheltered me from things I needed to commit to

The way it stands to me
            Eb
A victim of Stockholm in my friendships and family


[Verse 4: Merlyn Wood]
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What's costin' you time? What's the reason that you whine?
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What's in your wallet? Dead whites in mine
   Gm
So sour, in this light of lime
Eb
Daddy said "study or get that cash"
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Mommy said "your career ain't gon' last"
      Eb
Loose change, call a cab, move out their pad
Gm
I just need a chance to move past my past
       Eb
Don't think too fast, private jets still crash
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And I'll still fly coach, and I'll still hit a roach
         Eb
And I'll still see roaches at the crib where my folks at
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Touch your dreams 'fore you touch me and provoke a man